weird eh...suddenly she say dat she realised dat we care 4 her....ok....mayb it's th who made her realise...bt almost same point.....writing it in the blog is nt realli dat impt.......wad's impt is wad follows....if she says dat she realised it bt she does nth 2 prove her point,its the same......i juz hope i cn keep my sarcasm out of all dis..........btw,i realli went out there 2 do sumtink i quite regret........dunno if i realli dare 2 pull it off................-_-".......even dun dare oso muz dare.......cuz dun wan waste $.....l8r mum will nag 4 dunno when say dat if u didn dare den y u go waste my $!lucky hols r coming soon so i guess shld b ok la.....nt so paiseh........(anyone wans 2 guess wad i'm talking abt?!-_^....guess?clue:it has sumtink 2 do w/ specs......i tink it shld b quite obvious liao la.....)..............been tinking a lot these days.....actually,hav alwaz been la.........juz dat my mindset has changed a lil these days......more optimistic ba....try 2 dun tink abt those tinks 2 upset me........try 2 "overlook" them........sigh......nxt time i wun b so kpo liao......help ppl den become "helping" myself.......in a bad way......i messed up...............so i gonna bear the consequences......pay lo.......lucky a few dollars onli........or else l8r lyk 10 over dollars i'm dead.............today it rained so damn heavily...........water gt onto my bed....cuz i'm slping nxt 2 the window......dammit.......as my mum went 2 work....had 2 go collect the laundry while my sis was playing runescape......dunno wad she sees in the game......honestly......den considered if i wanted 2 go down n gt drenched by the rain bt on 2nd tots.....rather go back 2 slp...so slp until lyk 10am liddat....den eat liao read bk til 2+?den went out 2 print tink...........kena "qiao zha" by my sis.......cuz i call her go out w/ me wad.......she call me buy dis buy dat........sigh...den aft dat come back lo.......sian.......wanna slp liao.....zzzzzz

i cried...because of tinks i couldn stop frm happening...`
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