nw @ my aunt's hse.....so sian sia...nth 2 do....cnt do my hmwk cuz i didn bring them w/ me......haiz....still havn finished cuz i'm out all day today.....will b going hm soon.................i'm tinkin lyk wad would happen tmr???dunno leh............shld b abt the same 4 me ba................sian sian sian sian sian sian sian...............sry....i'm crappin.....cuz i dun hav anytink betta 2 say......k la....i betta go hm quickly............cya every1!

i cried...because of tinks i couldn stop frm happening...`
[6:31:00 PM]

nw i'm here working my butt off cuz i slacked for almoz the whole hols...sigh....still gt sci wkbk,jianbao n zhouji.....i'm realli WAY behind time n i onli hav myself 2 blame....i'm realli dead meat............tmr i hafta b out almoz the whole day so i'm left w/ onli the nite n dat's lyk 3hrs??!!i cnt tell my mum i'm left w/ dat much hmwk...she'd kill me...anyway,i juz wanna say thanku-s 2 all those who encouraged me on my tagboard n on the phone...thx a lot peeps!!!back 2 work le...haiz....*filled w/ dread*

i cried...because of tinks i couldn stop frm happening...`
[12:51:00 AM]

today went 4 band...gt games day...played whacko n the game of concentration...last yr it was cuz of dis game dat i h8 games day...anyway,lucky dis yr i didn kana forfeit sia...aft dat play scavenger's hunt...sorta lame..both the french horn n euphonium sections de seniors helped us a lot lo...bt i tink the game was sorta pointless..its lyk u gt the points,bt lyk no prize or anytink la...on 2nd tot,mayb their point was 2 gt us 2 interact w/ the juniors....dunno la.....den went 4 sectional lunch...didn seem lyk it 2 me lo...i had 2 take all the juniors frm my section n the trombone section since yuxian was sick n shengjie had sumtink on n onli could turn up way l8r....lucky 4 me,shufen accompanied me...the clarinet section oso went 2 kfc....we were lyk juniors instead of seniors...HAZEL,being in the clarinet section,gt 2 meet up w/ her 2 best frenz(@ least it seems dat way 2 me in band).n they were chattin n giggling all the way...even when they ate...even when they were sittin @ diff. tables!the other 2 trombone juniors..being guys,didn wanna sit w/ us gals so we let them sit by themselves lo...or else wad could i do?order them 2 sit w/ us??n i saw sumtink realli gross..the trio(made up of genesis,my junior,liyan,trombone junior,n last bt nt least,the infamous hazel),didn eat their coleslaw n whipped potato which was included in the 2-piece chicken meal..so wasted..n den hazel took 1 of the coleslaw n turned it over on the plastic tray...yucks!!!!!!!!den we rushed back cuz we onli had abt 1/2h 2 eat...the clarinet section stayed on 4 a while longer...we were l8...den had a short warmup n ms yip came...dunno wad happened 2 her today...she scolded *yy until he cried(a lil)..juz bcuz he put his instrument on the floor n *th's stand gt blown over by the wind n dented his flute...she said y was the instrument on the floor?i mean,wad was he s'posed 2 do,hold it in his hand while he adjusted his own stand??*unbelivable*u b the judge.....ms yip oso commented on my playin lo.....haiz...quite sad abt it lo...n she said frm mon onwards,we were 2 combine w/ the trombones 4 sectionals cuz she said we dun play out....i'll try 2 improve de la...rome wasn built in a day so i'll try 2 change gradually....(reminder 2 self: i muz buck up!!!!!!!!!!!!!!) *initials r used 2 keep the indentities of the 2 above persons confidential 2 others who dunno them well enuff 2 noe their initials.......*doink*

i cried...because of tinks i couldn stop frm happening...`
[6:13:00 PM]

today went out w/ my mum n sis 2 watch the best bet...it was quite funny la...bt the behind behind quite sian lo...den aft the movie we went 2 the library...nice 1 na...realli..i'm nt kiddin..so damn shiok man...gt 1 whole level specially 4 teens...there's even a dj playin music there...cool man...bt the aircon there quite strong sia...n the library reeks of a "new" smell...bt anyway,dis library cn pia w/ the woodlands wan lo...nw confirm less ppl go woodlands de le...nxt tm den go w/ frenz durin wkdays cuz quieter...n nt so crowded...nxt we went 2 popular..bought lots of correction tapes n blank cd-rs...n a bk....it looks quite interestin...will read it l8r...........aft i try 2 finsh my hmwk........lyk real arh.....dun tink i'll b able 2 finish lo...haiz...recently i've been postin all my tots on my blog...been neglectin my tabulas..*guilty*..mayb i'll go 2 it nxt time...aiya...anyway nt many ppl noe i hav blog N tabulas wad..so actually nvm de la...rite???dunno la...sian...go off le la............

i cried...because of tinks i couldn stop frm happening...`
[7:54:00 PM]

wah lao eh...limin nice 1 na...bad mouth me in her blog...call me pig...v. gd hor her...hmph...bt its lyk kinda l8 2 b sayin dis cuz she posted it on mon...n i onli read it nw..its lyk,3 days le lo...today dunno y wake up so "early" sia...(@ least its early 4 me)..abt 10+...den aft eat breakfast tot i would post a short short entry since nth 2 do...so sian...no motivation 2 do hmwk..die le la...confirm kana scoldin de lo..dis nv do,dat nv do...try 2 pia lo...l8r goin 2 watch the best bet w/ my mum n sis...mayb i'll post an entry tonite...l8r...

i cried...because of tinks i couldn stop frm happening...`
[12:13:00 PM]

today so damn tired man...woke up @ 12.15 when i planned 2 wake up @ 9.40...actually,i set my hp de alarm 2 9.40...den when it rang,i set it 2 10.20......bt...i off-ed it again....i slept n slept till shengjie sms-ed me 2 say he would b l8 n asked me 2 teach maria the ropes...dat was when i noticed the time...i rushed n rushed...well,sorta la...anyway,i reached in time...1pm,as he asked me too..he reached onli 45mins aft 1.30...band was as usual...ok lo...bt lyk v. little ppl liddat..dunno la..the whole session juz seemed v. quiet...i tink yuxian has finally "had it" w/ my old old instrument*chuckles*...she asked me 2 change 2 weijie's instrument...of cuz,i washed the mouthpiece la...felt a lil strange la...nt used 2 it wad..."man man lai" lo...durin band had 2 help w/ the duties of the librarian...take dis take dat..walk here walk there..=_=..still had 2 bring back scores 2 sort..while maria didn do anytink lo....hmph!!!so bu shuang...lyk onli ONE asst. librarian izzit?!haiz...suan le ba.....juz grumbling here lo..dun mind me..juz skip dis section if u dun wanna read..anyway,when i came out of sch i saw siti lo..FINALLY sia!!!gave her the hp accessory i bought 4 her...she so enthu...lyk tigger so much..haha....had a quick chat w/ her..den i go le...went hm le den called her..she said she would call me l8r...bt juz nw she sms-ed me say she cnnt call me le..cuz she lost her voice...so kelian sia...hope she'll gt well soon...haiz...fri still gt games day w/ sec 1s...i h8 games day bcuz of sumtink dat happened last yr durin games day...(no,i'm nt gonna put it here 2 let the whole world noe...)..anyway...basically i'm juz tellin any1 who cares abt me abt my day lo...bb....tc every1...

i cried...because of tinks i couldn stop frm happening...`
[7:54:00 PM]

tot i'll juz add 1 more entry today 2 make up 4 the days i didn update my blog...i've been tinkin quite a lot these days...dunno izzit bcuz of pms...wadever...juz feel damn confused..wont say abt wad nw cuz if i put it here,isn it equal to tellin the whole world???or @ least,2 most of my frenz...anyway...i didn tell any1 abt wad i've tot abt lo....dun dare 2...(call me a coward...)..sumtimes...i will juz suddenly feel so sad n alone n...basically,2 sum it all up...sucky...i cn b so weird dat i'll type wad i wanna say into my phone 2 sort out my own feelins...stupid..i noe..bt it helps in a way 2 me cuz i dun hav a diary n even if i had 1,my sis would probably peep @ it...wad i nd is sum1 2 tell...bt if i dunno wad myself is tinkin...hw am i supposed 2 tell ppl???ARGH!!!!!!!feel lyk burstin.......haiz.............sumtimes i feel dat life is so unfair..........headache suddenly...haiz...go 2 slp ba...nitez every1.....tc...

i cried...because of tinks i couldn stop frm happening...`
[11:15:00 PM]

went for com claz today...was supposed 2 meet limin n tsuhui @ the umbrella area @ 2 bt i was early...saw shawn waitin 4 jianmin...didn hav much 2 say 2 him so i decided 2 slowly walk 2 the central,hopin 2 meet them...i sure did,bt nt b4 meetin huiling so i asked her if she wanted 2 wait w/ me out of courtesy cuz i couldn have said,"hi...bye...i'm gonna go meet tsuhui n limin." rite?she said ok den i went 2 7-11 2 buy a roll of frutips..den i saw them when i went out lo...we walked back 2 schin in quite a weird way as in limin n tsuhui tokin n tokin n i'm in the middle n huiling left out...h8 dis type of situations bt wad 2 do..my big mouth alwaz gts me into trouble...haiz..den when we reached lab 3 we(w/out huiling) crapped ard(as alwaz) 4 a while b4 mr koh aka mr jay chou look-a-like(or so they say) let us in...tried loggin in 2 the com bt couldn...dat was the 1st frustration of the day...2nd was the stupid webbies which i needed my info loaded so slow....3rd frustration was bcuz of all dat,i lagged behind way too much the claz...i was almost as fast as kianwee n jiandong...which says a lot...cuz kianwee was playin games almost the whole lesson..den i juz did the required amount of webpages n shut down-ed the com..cuz i was toooo frustrated 2 care...didn even bother 2 upload it on the net cuz 1stly,i didn care anymore...2ndly,i didn cr8 a yahoo acc....haiz...n i was disappointed dat i didn c siti...again..havn seen her in ages...she couldn come cuz she went 4 the NP course w/ all the other npcc de...no wonder shirlyn didn come...nt lyk i care la..juz curious......dat's a lot of words 4 a day.....i'm stoppin here............

i cried...because of tinks i couldn stop frm happening...`
[9:59:00 PM]

ytd went 2 limin's hm 2 do cme project...woke up so early...reached there abt 9.30 ba....tsuhui reached long ago le...started crappin ard n catchin upon each others' life lo...'discussed' abt cme 4 a while den abt 11+ we decided 2 go out 4 lunch...went 2 kfc,,ordered a buddy meal..den tok tok tok.............4 realli long.....den went back cuz limin felt v. de hot..literally lo...turns out that she had a fever...her hm didn hav panadol so tsuhui n me went out 2 buy...come back dat time den the 2 of us let her rest den we started work on our cme project..we went hm abt 2+,3... today woke up @ 11+...dunno y wake up so early leh...slept @ 2am in the morn cuz my sis n i were watchin vcds...nth 2 do...cooked noodles 4 us...i chatted w/ tsuhui n limin individually on the phone...waitin 4 the electricity cut(maintenance)..say wad 2-5....2.30pm den cut...den b4 4pm gt electricity le...chey!luckily,the weather was ok so didn realli matter much..gave me time 2 concentrate on my hmwk...didn gt much done...dunno y mum suddenly wanna eat pizza so she ordered the perfect 4 de large meal....eat until v. full still gt leftovers(tmr de brunch)...nw sittin here typin n tinkin wad 2 do nxt....borin.........=_=

i cried...because of tinks i couldn stop frm happening...`
[9:36:00 PM]

did sum quizzes frm quizilla since i couldn tink of anytink betta 2 do @ dis point of time..sum i gt them off siti's blog..sum i found them myself..results r shown below..
Heart of Gold

What is Your Heart REALLY Made of?
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Vampire: Vampires are dead human beings who walk the earth.They are often characterized by fanged teeth,pale skin and unearthly eyes. You have a short fuse. You know what you want and you will use almost any means to get there. However, you probably have a soft spot when it comes to the one you love.You tend to be possesive of those you love and they will never escape you.

What Mythological Creature Are You (Many Results and Beautiful Pics)
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What Finding Nemo Character are You?
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Sneakers- funny, laid-back, and goofy, you love to make people laugh and have a good time.You enjoy comfort and don't care too much about what people think of you. You like to hang out with your buddies and just have a good time. [please vote! thank you! :)]

What Kind of Shoe Are You?
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My inner child is sixteen years old!

Life's not fair! It's never been fair, but while
adults might just accept that, I know something's gotta change. And it's gonna change, just as soon as I become an adult and
get some power of my own.

How Old is Your Inner Child?
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Morpheus

?? Which Of The Greek Gods Are You ??
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You're chocolate. You're the old soul type, people
feel that they have known you their entire
life. Many often open up to you for they view
you as thoughtful and trustworthy. Although
people trust you, you have a hard time trusting
them. You prefer to keep your feelings bottled
up inside, or display them very quietly. It is
alright to open up every once in a while.

Which kind of candy are you?
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Your a Guradien Angel! Guardien Angels are also
knows as Warrior Angels because they are the
army of God. Not always meaning that they are
in war, simply that their job is to protect
unwary humans from dark dragons, or other evil
demons. Warrior Angels are not always friendly
with humans, but they will watch over them all
the time. Humans say that when a miracle
happens, thank your guardien angel.

What Kind of ANGEL are you? (For Girls only) This Quiz has amazingly Beautiful Pictures!
brought to you by Quizilla Well what do you know you are winnie the pooh

What Disney character are you?
brought to you by Quizilla You're a genius!

How smart are you?
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you are the green m&m!!! woot, green is awsome!
shes so cool! woot, go u!!!

Which m&m r u? (with pics!)
brought to you by Quizilla You are.... Bedtime Bear! Hello! My name is Bedtime Bear. I am blue with very
sleepy eyes and I have a moon on my tummy. I
makes sure everybody gets enough sleep. Its my
job to bring you sweet dreams. Whenever you see
me I'm always asleep. I'm bedtime bear, and
right now I'm a bit sleepy. Are you sleepy too?

Which Carebear Are You??
brought to you by Quizilla bubblegum: Partay! You're always having fun. You've
got a very attractive personality and you can get almost anyone to like you, but you don't
always like everybody.. You're not very
devoted, however, but you've got a gift for letting that go
unnoticed. The arts, especially performance and
music, should be a huge influence on you. You
have a great time living it up and playing by
your own rules, for which you are very admired.

What's yo flava? Erm... ice cream flavor! =D
brought to you by Quizilla YOu have a bunch of friends who can count on you
and always will be there for you as you are to
them! You're very fun to hang out w/ them and
you will never forget the little things about
them!! They look up to you in way too! Keep in
touch w/ your friends and do more stuff w/ them
too!! If you don't, You all will be sad that
you didn't spend more time w/ eachother!

What type of friend are you?
brought to you by Quizilla ok...dat's enuff 4 the time being..my mind is swirling w/ all the quizzes.....sum of them were lame bt sum were realli fun...

i cried...because of tinks i couldn stop frm happening...`
[2:29:00 PM]

i juz created dis blog cuz it'll b more convenient 4 sum of my frenz 2 c hw i hav been doin cuz i use tabulas....actually...its juz cuz i'm bored lyk hell so i tot i'll cr8 dis blog lo....anywayjuz gt back frm china so i havn heard frm sum of my frenz..so here's 2 all of my "family",plz giv me a call or sms 2 tell me hw u hav been doin dis days...thx.. sThEnG-bored w/ nothin 2 do..

i cried...because of tinks i couldn stop frm happening...`
[12:48:00 PM]