dunno y dat tot juz suddenly popped into my mind.....does being sian means dat u're sad?dunno......anyway,i'm feeling dead tired nw....the whole wk is filled w/ band pracs etc....hav 2 wake up so early.....n nw i hav a hard time getting 2 slp....i dunno y...even if i'm damn tired.....i'll toss n turn 4 quite a while b4 getting 2 slp.......sigh......perhaps cuz a while back aft the camp i went straight on hol...in the end didn slp on a proper bed 4 almost the whole wk.....mayb dat's the reason.....nt 2 sure......somehw i'm feeling very peaceful n calm nw....although i havn done much home wk n etc.....mayb it will all come back 2 haunt me.....bah.....

i cried...because of tinks i couldn stop frm happening...`
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