haiz....i'm sick......headache,cough n sore throat...it sucks man...dis is the 1st time i'm absent frm sch dis yr n last yr...broke the record today......*cough cough*....nobody's online of course...all of them r in sch....onli 1 gd tink has come out of dis...i gt a gd slp n didn nd 2 do my hmwk ytd...bt i hafta do it today...ytd my temp reached 38.1...den juz nw it was 37.5...heard frm my frenz dat karthiba n jh r also absent....so sian nw..dun feel lyk doin anytink....dun even feel lyk eatin...bt i did la...onli porridge...cuz i dun tink my stomach will b able 2 take anytink oth den dat......i tink i'll juz end off here....n btw,thx 2 every1 who gave me dat bag!!!!=)=)=) 

i cried...because of tinks i couldn stop frm happening...`
[10:30:00 AM]

Who knows?

Why do you look so familiar
I could swear that I have seen your face before
I think I like that you seem sincere
I  think I'd like to know you
[Chorus:]
I think there's something more
Life's worth living for
Who knows what could happen
Do what you do
Just keep on laughing
One thing that's true
There's always a brand new day
I'm gonna live today like it's my last day
  How do you always have an opinion
and how do you always find the best way to compromise
We don't need to have a reason
We don't need anything we're just wasting time
[Chorus:(2x)]
Find yourself
'Cause I can't find you
  Be yourself
Who are you?
Find yourself
'Cause I can't find you
Be yourself
Who are you?
[Chorus:]
So you go and make it happen
  Do your best
Just keep on laughing
  I'm telling you
There's always a brand new day
[Chorus:]

i cried...because of tinks i couldn stop frm happening...`
[10:41:00 PM]

was raining dis morn so footdrill was cancelled....changed 2 sectionals...yuxian had chem claz so i had 2 teach genesis...dun really noe hw 2 teach...she learns pretty fast...den @ 10 gt break until 11..1 hour...so shiok!den went 2 mac 4 breakfast...ytd oso ate @ mac..so sick of it..guess i wun b eating it 4 days 2 come....went back n played played played...aft prac gt commitee meeting...we were all so tired n sian so nv contributed much...plus...gt stomach cramps..saw limin....didn gt 2 tok much...basically hi n bye onli la...go hm slp 4 a while den went 2 buy groceries w/ my mum......n nw i'm sittin here half aslp half awake....dunno wanna do wad nxt..been listening 2 avril lavigne's "under my skin" over n over again...she juz rawks man...

i cried...because of tinks i couldn stop frm happening...`
[9:19:00 PM]

ytd had the 2.4...improved over a min+ sice last yr...wouldn hav done it w/out the encouragement of my frenz!!!(esp. 2c1'o4) here's a gr8 thank u 2 every1 who cheered 4 us...den aft dat we waited 4 ms moo 2 come so we rested 4 a while...sum couldn stay so went hm n sum walked ard;sum go 7-11(me)...basically over the place la...wen she finally reached we were lyk,"MS MOO!!!!"...den every1 chiong-ed 2 the g8 lo...didn hav time 2 chat w/ her dat much...onli took a few pics den went hm le...cuz v. l8 liaoz......... changed my blogskin 2 "sch sux" cuz its wad i feel nw...

i cried...because of tinks i couldn stop frm happening...`
[10:21:00 PM]

actually gt a lot to type de....bt nw i'm staring at the com screen tinking of wad 2 write nxt...brainfreeze......juz nw went 2 jp w/ the other of L.E.T.S....took neoprints n bought kw's belated bdae prezzie...den siti had 2 rush hm....swee n limin wanted 2 buy bread frm breadtalk(4th anniversary sale...all buns @ $1 each)...i didn find it nice...the pastry is a lil tooo sweet 4 my taste....den we took bus no. 30...i was supposed 2 alight earlier than them bt i ended up alighting @ the same stop as them cuz we decided 2 go ginza n tok cock...tok tok tok...time passed so fast...it was already 6+....we went hm....it was a close shave lo...i reached hm juz a lil b4 my mum...lucky orh..or else i'd gt a scolding frm her...again...haiz...wadever la...anyway,dis song is frm the lizzie mcguire movie n is sung by hilary duff...i hope u all lyk it...(i noe limin will...haha!^_-)

i cried...because of tinks i couldn stop frm happening...`
[9:58:00 PM]

today was the last com claz of the yr....today learnt more abt ppt...he had 2 use the subject i h8 most-----ghosts n all dat...haiz......summore gt pics de leh...wahlao...esp. the pontianak wan...so scary...jiemin even cried lo...though i dunno wad exactly abt.....so damn tired sia....aching all over nw....gt a lot of tinks 2 say bt dunno hw 2 express it so i tink i shld juz shuddup n do my undone work.....

i cried...because of tinks i couldn stop frm happening...`
[8:12:00 PM]

today juz came back frm the cruise....i noe dat u're tinkin dat the hols r over so y am i still goin on holidays...here's ur ans...my aunt gt a gr8 deal 4 a few of us so we went...i basically juz slacked 4 the 3 days/2 nites trip...nth much 2 do...eat,slp n relax...actually wanted 2 swin bt couldn cuz my mum still 4gt 2 bring my swimsuit despite my constant reminders bt nvm...ytd aft dinner,my mum n i went 2 the deck 2 gt some of the wind instead of the aircon inside cuz my mum's scared of the cold n we 4gt 2 bring our jackets n sweaters...it was ok 4 me...den dunno y we suddenly started 2 tok...a lot...we chatted lyk 4 abt 2-3h...tokin abt a lot of tinks...den when it was abt time we went 2 watch 'confessions of a teenage drama queen' in 'the lido' of the ship..nt many ppl were there...so it was quite quiet la....the movie was ok...lindsay lohan so chio sia....bt lyk no realli shuai de guys in there la...mayb cuz it's based on the bk 'confessions of a teenage drama queen' so they hav 2 stick 2 the contents of the bk ba...wadever...i'm crappin here....anyway,i'm of 2 do my hmwk le...tc every1...

i cried...because of tinks i couldn stop frm happening...`
[3:23:00 PM]

haiz....y muz there alwaz b changes when things r juz gttin peaceful??y muz ms moo leave????i realli dun understand....she's a gr8 teacher.....realli helped me pull up my maths grade....haiz....mayb she's persuing her dreams or sumtink....when i gt the news i was shocked...i was awoken by siti callin me on my hp bside me....it started playing ocean ou's "gu dan bei ban qiu" as i had recorded it on my hp juz nw.........i realli felt lyk cryin...n i had onli felt dis much 4 a cher once other than ms moo........siti said dat many of our claz peeps cried when they heard n i cn realli blieve dat.....i tink tmr will probably end up either as a bawling session or claz unity session...anyway,it will do sum gr8 bonding 4 our claz....heard dat we won 2 awards...dunno the best '...' n best '...' la...bt moz probably iz cleanest claz n best behaved lo...we r SO nt dat...bt lyk any1 bothers 2 c beyond our fragile masks....cept ms moo....she cn realli understand us lo...even though she doesn express it 2 us....i cn feel dat.....true genuine concern comin frm her...haiz......mayb i'll cry tmr....who noes???

i cried...because of tinks i couldn stop frm happening...`
[9:33:00 PM]

today woke up @ 10+++....den realised didn iron skirt....den smsed limin 2 say i'll b l8r in meetin them...den met them le went hawker center 2 eat...ate chicken rice(without skin)..i'm a healthy eater u noe...*cracks up*...den we go sch le...saw sum1 when we were @ the traffic light...lucky green light le so we all run lyk siao..esp. me lo...i n siti run 1 way den limin n tsuhui run ath way...i n siti suddenly lyk les liddat...hold hands...bt iz cuz we scared until liddat...den reach sch le we ran 2 toilet den the other 2 go dunno where(we found out l8r dat they went staff room there 2 hide)...den met other clazmates la...crapped ard a while den assembled @ umbrella area le...stupid mr tay...tok so much cock..everytime liddat de...h8 him lyk hell...*irritated*...so i tuned in 2 perfect10...PERFECTly blocking his voice out...haha...den go stadium the bus trip quite sian la...come back more fun...quite noisy...den when we reached we walked a lil while...stop here stop there...den when we finally reached...had 2 move here move there..n finally it started...parade nt v. nice la...bt ok....the marching bands damn gd sia...so nice...ya hor...rmb b4 dat choir sang a few songs...den we @ 1st nt enthu de...den l8r become so enthu dat almoz all the sec2s stand up n sing lo...bt mostly iz 2a2 n we 2c1 de gals enthu la...i dis 2 days lyk siao siao de..nt myself...do tinks dat i dun usually do....den time passed n soon we were ready 2 go back...stupid mr tay...dunno lead us 2 so many places den still cnnt find the buses...den aft dat he went 2 find them himself so we rested in a quite seluded where there wasn many sch aboarding buses...gt shawn 2 fan us w/ the sch signboard....he accidentily scratched my hand w/ it...still gt a red line there bt nvm la...own fault 4 being careless...den aft dat we changed our seating arrangements on the bus of our accord..the teachers didn care much abt it..juz warned us nt 2 stand n play a fool...bt they still did...shawn n kianwee were laming ard by waving 2 ppl outside the bus...i tink sum of them muz b tinking,"wad r dis idiots doing?!"..anyway,many ppl found it funny n laughed...real loud...bt i didn gt the gist of it so i closed my eyes 4 a while n rested....still listening 2 perfect10 n heard sum gr8 songs....den switched 2 power98 n heard "i dun wanna noe" by mario winans...i lyk dat song a lot...went we reached the outside of the sch the gate was locked n mr tay still wanted 2 gt the key...paiseh 4 making u all listening 2 me curse @ the stupid tay 4 the whole entry bt dis is the last time(4 dis entry)....stupid f***ing a**hole!i h8 u!!!wtf...we of cuz protested(more reasoning of cuz,of else we'll b dead on tues),n den the teachers relented n we were dismissed frm the bus....den the 3 of us(w/out tsuhui) went 2 kfc as we tot nobody bothered 2 walk so far...true enuff...there wasn anybody frm our sch there cept us...ate le den went hm lo...waited 4 limin w/ her bus den waited 4 154...reached hm quite l8 le....den i switched on the heater as i gt a lil wet when i came hm...it was raining...den i chatted 4 siti 4 a while till her mum nagged @ her n i went 2 bathe....watched "the simple life" while chattin w/ her...i noe they're bimbos n f**k up every job they do so far on the show bt hey..i've gt nth betta 2 watch den the news....so...dat's it 4 nw......goin soon 2 lala land...hope 2 hav a nice dream abt wad i wish 4.......

i cried...because of tinks i couldn stop frm happening...`
[11:44:00 PM]

today woke up at 5.20...dunno y i felt so energized today lo...lyk siao siao de...den gt ready 2 go meet limin @ her void deck cuz her dad is oso shun bian sending me 2 the reservoir...we both tot we would b so damn early..bt turned out..so many ppl earlier than us..met our claz mates...den when tsuhui came we shouted 4 her 2 come bt she didn hear...siti oso...onli amirah responded out of the 3 times we called out 2 them individually....juz wanna say dat dunno y everytime sch event oso rain wan...sian...dampens our mood a lil...den still hafta squat down in the carpark lo...or gt ur skirt/short wet,while the teachers sit so shuang on the chairs...so unfair...den the competitive ppl started 2 run...den until we all...didn gt 2 cheer 4 our claz reps cuz we were abt 2 start non-competitive run when they ended....at first the stupid shithui say dun wanna run....bt l8r?chiong lyk hell...summore is our claz the 2nd gal lo...tiffany was the 1st 2 reach in our claz..siao de...everytink oso muz compete w/ ppl...so kiasu..i walked when i reached the highway there lo....wasted all my energy gttin past ppl...still gt 1 stupid sec 1 guy when i call me 2 siam he call me chibai...kao!when i came back i was sweatin lyk hell....sweat drippin frm my hair lyk mad...lyk juz bathe...when i reached the end jh passed me a bottle of water n i walked back 2 the claz...bt dis quite "bulky" guy in front of me suddenly stopped so i crashed into him...yucks...sweat n all...when go back 2 claz found out dat limin gt 1st n shirley gt 3rd....the sweaty pig hugged me when she was so wet...stinky sia...dne we had 2 wait 4 the prize presentation n the speech frm p/vp(blah blah blah) den FINALLY,we were dismissed.decided w/ the others dat we'll take taxi..yuyuan,ben,tsuhui n me took 1 taxi,limin,esther,shawn n kianwee took the other..we reached there a lot l8r then them cuz our the dear taxi uncle took the long way n he wasn too familar hw 2 go 2 westmall...so our taxi fare was $13.60 initially bt the ncle said giv $10 cn le...so we say thanku uncle den gt off...as we were l8...the others had alreadi changed so i n tsuhui went 2 change...when we came out onli saw the 2 guys who took the same taxi as us(yuyuan n ben)........the others had gone up 2 the foodcourt....den we went up n ordered our food.....eat le den went 2 buy tix 4 spiderman 2...den walk walk till abt 1 den buy popcorn.....actually.....the movie was quite boring actually...the plot was easy 2 understand la,bt dunno y lyk feel sian liddat.......den aft dat shawn,yuyuan n ben went off n the 1s left went 2 jp...kianwee went off when we left the boonlay mrt station.we went 2 the sports shops 2 by tsuhui's shoes....den went 2 take neoprints....den i was so tired i was lyk spacing out n acting a lil retarded liddat....esther went hm n i went 2 mos burger w/ tsuhui n limin n watched them eat czu i had 2 go back n hav dinner....so nw i'm typing all dat happened today into dis summary...of cuz there are lots of feelings abt wad i tink bt i wont put them here...ta ta....dat's 4 nw.....i'm dead tired.....

i cried...because of tinks i couldn stop frm happening...`
[7:47:00 PM]