i dunno y i'm feeling lyk crap nw........i mean i tot i was so over that.....suddenly feel so damn frustrated w/ the world........come 2 tink of it.........i havn been saying the 'f' word 4 who noes hw long.......guess i've changed....n nt onli in dat way.......nw wad's left is some sort of bitter hatred i guess..........or mayb even pity.......nt meant 4 me.time 2 move on...i wont die w/out a fren liddat rite?i guess i made my point....anyway......"cant b bothered"!familar.......ironic isn it?!ironic.....i'm ranting....getting a lil bit retarded......4 all u noe,i probably wun b in sch nxt yr....admitted 2 IMH.......*evil cackle*....dis wk's filled of band.....pracs,sch openhouse,cc performance etc......sian......-/i sincerely wish that someone will wake up one day n stare hard at wad he/she sees..../-

i cried...because of tinks i couldn stop frm happening...`
[8:18:00 PM]