was i relieved when i decided 2 do that???absolutely not.but of cuz,i cnt stop wad ppl wan 2 do...they have their own rights.....sounds familiar....i bet it does...2 some ppl.....ya,i noe this will make me seem v cynical but 2 speak the truth,when was i ever not?so wad if ppl feels relieved that i did that.......so damn disppointed....feel lyk gg straight up n shout my head off.....but i wun.......i'm a v rational person.at least, will make myself be a rational person no matter wad...an ancient chinese proverb:"hao ma bu chi hui tou cao"...sigh....4gt it......i'm getting more n more pissed off...by wad?u make ur own conclusion.BYE!

i cried...because of tinks i couldn stop frm happening...`
[7:10:00 PM]