i'm feeling bitter..so bitter dat i cn almoz taste bile in my mouth.perhaps its all my fault...tables hav turned n it hurts being nt able 2 do anytink bt let it carry on..bt i dunno wad 2 do...nobody is there 4 me..wadever i feel,whether sad or happy,no one cares...i might as well b a statue or a robot....let ppl do wad they wan.i hav no right 2 interfere..n they probably dun wan me 2.they'll b happy.bt am i??yes,ppl cn believe dat by my laughter.those who 'noe' me.wadever.there'll b a new start 4 everybody nxt yr.mayb i'll b better off....by the way tinks r gg...mayb u wun even c me @ the chalet.who noes?

i cried...because of tinks i couldn stop frm happening...`
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