Friday, October 15, 2004

-(dunno wad 2 put as title)


wad the....everytime i open limin's n siti's blog...the internet explorer has 2 close down...i suppose its bcuz of the iwebmusic ba.....dunno..............funny dat situations change juz so fast.....ppl r unpredictable....dat's all i cn say....ppl may say i'm making a mountain out of a molehill bt dat's hw i realli feel....mayb i'm nt rational bt at least i'm following my instincts........or at least i tink i am.......sum times its nt wad i wanna do or wad i wanna say....its juz tinks dat make situations diff.....n sumtimes ppl r compelled 2 do tinks dat they dun realli wanna do.........juz been wondering if alwaz gg w/ the flow is right......."right" right.......everyone has their own definition of wad's right n i still dun quite exactly noe wad's mine.......anyway....juz tinking if a person alwaz goes w/ the flow,hangs out w/ wad r supposed 2 b the right ppl n do wad everybody is doing @ the point of time,even if he or she doesn realli lyk wad he or she is doing....is he/she right?is he/she happy?mayb,4 a while the person might....bt soon,the person is gonna realise wad's realli important 2 him/herself n regret sum tinks..........dat's wad i tink la.........sigh.........today was lyk..........i dunno.......is nt i dun wanna tok 2 her.....is dunno wad 2 say........awkward................................. -_-.....i wonder.......does my face realli look bushuang so much???bt i cnt do anytink abt it....dat's hw my face is.......i cnt b grinning lyk an idiot everytime......my face will b tired n if i dun feel lyk it...its realli hard 2 smile.....................initiative....wad a simple word........bt its v difficult 2 start taking the initiative..................................saw a particular person's msn nick today........felt weird.........lyk disappointed la.....bt expected........(any1 cn guess who it belongs 2?no prizes 4 the correct ans bt u cn try....juz 4 the fun of it?)today lower sec went 2 the hall of recess of some chinese opera tink....i ended up slpin 4 abt 25min+......dunno hw 2 appreciate dis traditional art...........sigh........tmr hafta go band.................


i cried...because of tinks i couldn stop frm happening...`
[7:04:00 PM]


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esp w/ the vol turned up loud.
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reading
the com
slpin.

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liars.
ppl who dun keep their word.
backstabbers.

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encore,S.H.E's new album
the sims 2
iPod mini
mum's foot 2 heal asap
*sumtink impossible*
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caring souls
confidence
happiness

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finally!
juz stuck....
trying 2 juz let go these days...let go of all the...
speechless....
numb..
hist lesson:thurs+children's day
the next day:wed
dis is wad i felt on tues.
simplicity.
dis sux.....n i'm dead.