i'm getting numb...almost.....wad use is it in solving the problems?ya,true...we'll talk more aft dat without feeling dat awkward bt wad was there will still b there.....if nth changes wad's the point in solving the probs.......i dunno...c hw tinks go...by the time exams finish everytink will b different...perhaps i,too,wun giv a damn den...saw her blog on fri....she tinks dat we didn care?ha...den she doesn noe wad's realli DUN CARE...wanna try?no prob....one uncaring person coming rite up..if dat's wad she tot of me n the others i gt nth 2 say...i cn onli say in my own stand dat i'm realli disappointed dat she tinks i didn care....nw i realli wun care...since dat's wad she tinks...anyway she doesn care much abt me too...so y nt?i'm frustrated w/ wad ppl tink...cnt they see tinks so obvious in front of them?y cn they onli c themselves n those who they care for?those who care for them bt they dun care abt them they juz say dat they dun care....kinda confusing i noe....bt wadever...if u dun understand dat's ur business..even better...dun read on!who cares.i'm rude.i noe.bt i'm pissed off,angry,sad n disappointed...give me a break...wad i say might nt b true....its juz in the pique of my anger... ------------------------------------------ i did all the revision exercises 4 sci,past yr papers 4 maths n history,n did all my hmwk....rare....normally i would dilly dally until the last minute w/ nth much done.....i suppose dat when u're sad u dun realli wanna do anytink bt concentrate or tinks dat wouldn make u tink of the subject of ur sadness......haiz........

i cried...because of tinks i couldn stop frm happening...`
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