Tuesday, October 19, 2004

juz.....i dunno..running out of titles...


finished the 8 bks i borrowed frm west mall de library on sun....sian....nth betta 2 do...everyday slp,read,eat,play com......today go band......oth den dat?boring........dun feel realli in touch w/ the human world.......kiddin.....ok lo......juz distant frm certain ppl ba......dunno whether wanna call a nt.......sort of lyk scared l8r dunno wad 2 say.....although i gt a lot 2 say....bt scared make tinks worse.....i dunno.....since she tok abt initiative,i tink i'll take the initiative......bt dunno if it will work....juz try ba.....c wad happens....bt if it doesn work...dun any1 dare say dat i didn try...........today out of habit read every1's blog b4 typing my own entry of the day....saw all of them de blog lyk say scared of wad's gonna happen tmr......c they say until liddat i oso nervous liao.......juz hope cn go 2sp claz......i dun care abt bio liao.......since 2sp gt chi lit. dat cn let me slp thru the claz.....i tink la.....sigh.......my maths is so gonna kill me.....i juz hope i cn go 2sp claz n gt my ipod mini....dat's my wish.......wonder hw high r the chances of fufiling them...........gl so funny.....go everywhere cn c her leaving tags asking us 2 drink more water..........suddenly i'm crazy abt soundtracks of movies....lyk princess diaries 2,ella enchanted,a cinderella story n confessions of a teenage drama queen...the songs r quite nice......anne hathaway de voice nt bad.......lindsay lohan de voice reminds me of hilary duff,esp in "i decide"......enuff talking......gonna go off 2 call sum1 liao................-_-


i cried...because of tinks i couldn stop frm happening...`
[8:03:00 PM]


the girl
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esther ng
stheng
14
ctss
symphonic band
cranky
in dreamland where everything is perfect

-likes
listening 2 music.
esp w/ the vol turned up loud.
my hp.
reading
the com
slpin.

-hates
liars.
ppl who dun keep their word.
backstabbers.

-wishlist
encore,S.H.E's new album
the sims 2
iPod mini
mum's foot 2 heal asap
*sumtink impossible*
better life
change of character
caring souls
confidence
happiness

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Amirah
Bee Teng
Cindy
Chloe
Guolian
Huimin
Genesis
Jia Hui
JunRong
Juvena
Jessica
Melissa
Limin
Shahrul
Siti
Sther
Szeling
Vanessa
Yuxian


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suddenly...
still feeling.....
fairly happy ba....
-(dunno wad 2 put as title)
finally!
juz stuck....
trying 2 juz let go these days...let go of all the...
speechless....
numb..
hist lesson:thurs+children's day