aft so long....aft all dis....nw we're juz gd frenz?dat's wad she wrote...funny hw a few words cn matter so much 2 a person....in both gd n bad ways...2 the extent of hurting so much dat there's a dull ache in my heart.......look,i'm nt a les or sumtink....bt its juz dat i treat her lyk my best fren den nw she says dat we're gd frenz.....sigh.....i dunno la....i cnt say anytink....it will onli make it worst....she doesn even wanna try liao....i tink....since she has so many oth frenz.....y bother abt another "gd fren"?....mayb its juz the disappointment or sumtink.....i dunno.........i talk 2 her she doesn giv me lyk much response....let alone wad she's feeling....she onli bothers 2 tell those who r her best frenz....oths?nvm.even if they care....so much 4 her realisation....bt perhaps she realised more den she let on.....4gt it.....i dun even c the point of procrastinating here.......juz makes me feel sadder......lyk she cares.

i cried...because of tinks i couldn stop frm happening...`
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