Wednesday, October 20, 2004

weird....


eh.....today went 2 gt the contacts......sit there quite long la.....bt nt as long as sumbody i noe....-_-....gl kept complaining....haha....even threatened 2 buy glue...cuz my eyes small wad......v hard 2 put in......so aft the person taught me all the basics liao went hm w/ sther while gl took the mrt...we took 178....den talked a while lo......tmr i n sther set liao....she's gonna pei me wear contacts.......i juz hope ppl wun laugh lyk dat time when sther wore them 4 the 1st time........nw my eyes lyk cnnt focus liddat....dunno iz cuz of contacts or juz liddat.....n the contact lens lyk keep moving....psychological factor?....sigh.....today checked all the subs' marks.....maths failed......cn u believe it?!i failed......i sorta expected.....bt nt by dat much.....sigh..........n heard dat gt sumbody in oth claz gt v low....i noe who n wad mark la...bt dun say la....sigh........bt @ least my oth subjects still nt bad............juz hope average 70++% den cn go 2sp......so cn take chi lit...honestly dat claz is juz let me rest onli lo.....i dun tink i will lyk it.......anyway.....i tink my ipod mini is lyk *poof*......fly away liao......unless my mum "da fa ci bei" den tink i worked hard......den cn......haiz....basically is sad abt the ipod mini n 2sp claz.......oth den dat i'm quite happy dat my oth subs improved.........chinese 1st time compo so high.......bt anyway weichao still won me.....expected.....she so pro........i peifu ta.......she's betta than dat.....dat.....my "idol".....my claz de ppl will noe....*wink*....she gt so high.......almost full mark liao.....dunno y she so pro still come dis sch...cn go betta sch wad.......dunno her la......mayb she gt reasons..btw,limin gave me the realli bel8ed present....thx!=)...(i lyk it...nt bluffing u hor...)anyway,to summarize wad i feel nw..........is lyk sometinks r juz beyond ur control n dat "shi shi nan liao".........some tinks r so unexpected....literally translated la.......somebody cn call me 2 chat a nt........v bored leh.......=_=


i cried...because of tinks i couldn stop frm happening...`
[5:39:00 PM]


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esp w/ the vol turned up loud.
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the com
slpin.

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liars.
ppl who dun keep their word.
backstabbers.

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the sims 2
iPod mini
mum's foot 2 heal asap
*sumtink impossible*
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change of character
caring souls
confidence
happiness

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trying 2 juz let go these days...let go of all the...
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