i wonder if i cn break away frm my present life...bt i tink dat's impossible...so i'll juz spread my wings n learn hw 2 fly...haha...lyrics frm the song..lyk dat song a lot....anyway,today go sch..kept quiet @ 1st...den the 2 of them come..den she(th) ask me hw 2 form a sentence w/ a chinese idiom..i told her i dunno..cuz i realli couldn tink of anytink @ dat moment since i didn study...den 1st bell rang..she blasted @ me..say wad cn i dun show her attitude..den i blasted back..den we quarrel a while til ms toh come..den say wad happened?we 2 keep quiet den others call us lac...den th stood behind me,since siti siam out of our way..den aft the anthem,pledge,sch song singing...th sat right behind...leavin an empty space btween us...4 once ms toh didn call us 2 move in front...there was a space in front of me n hm..den i knew l8r when we 2 were ok dat ms toh oso asked her wad happened..she asked th wad happened den th insisted nth..den call her ask me..den when ms toh ask me i said dat it was our private matters n it was nth...den she still squatted there 4 lyk anth 30secs b4 standing up while i looked in front..ignoring her...den go back claz i take limin's file den th take her bag den go liao..sowing attitude obviously...i took shirley's bag too den walked..slowly...den in claz i decided 2 write 2 her lo...1st time den call kw help me catch when i threw it 2 him since she confirm wun take de wad..she reply..n l8r tinks were ok..since she tok cock onli juz cuz i show her attitude...i tot i had the perfect reason 2...bt juz 4gt it...so we ok..den toh call her change place...bt we still passed notes..den toh saw..bt nv say anytink...bt during recess found out muz change place..bt dun care..den aft eating we all had a laugh out of wad happened in the quad w/ ms toh...den when we went back gt 2 noe our new places..i was sittin w/ yp!yeah...all of us(us 5) were situated in the back so it makes no much diff...juz nt used dat pesky max is sittin in front of me...crap...den passed the day peacefully till the 2h of chinese..shit man...test still ok la...cn pass...bt halfway thru almoz slp...my eyeswere half-closed n my head was bobbing...den i wrote groggily...so if gt wrong character den bopian lo...-_-"...den cher giv us break...5min become 15+mins...dunno hw agar time...h8 her lyk hell...more reason 2 l8r...den th,limin n me lazy go down so tok cock outside claz...laugh laugh laugh till cher come lo...den she tok abt hol hmwk...tuned out...yet again...her lessons i lyk the most...nt cuz of her teaching...cuz i cn slack n slp...den call the editorial board 4 the chinese claz newsletter...suka suka pull in dat xiaoxuan...dat aft dat i n gl giv suggestion abt lyk intro websites 2 frenz den she ask wad websites they were...i say cn decide l8r..den she suan me say wad when i say l8r she v scared...den i show attitude...i noe its nt rite...bt i was juz pissed off @ dat moment...so i say..wad's the point of calling me since u dun even wan my suggestion?den i juz stalked off....n she oso didn care wad...so i dun c wad's the point in being in the editorial board since the cher's the 1 makin all the decisions..she might as well form the editorial board by herself..i'm gonna quit the board if i gt a chance....i tink the cher doesn even care...so...wadever......den aft dat went kfc eat lunch w/ sther n jh...tok quite a lot...bt nt much in depth as we covered a lot of topics...den go big bkshop c c...den we went hm lo.....dis wk lyk a lot of tinks happen....nt a v happy wk...if i could i'd rather hav a peaceful wk where nth happens.......

i cried...because of tinks i couldn stop frm happening...`
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