juz had dinner..pepperoni pizza w/ sum fried food....i noe its nt realli healthy bt dat's wad i hav in my hm's fridge since my parents aren n n i'm too tired n lazy 2 cook anytink betta...so juz threw a pizza inside the oven n waited on the sofa....lyin there tinkin abt tinks..watched 'my fair lady' b4 dat....nice musical..although its lyk frm so long ago n those ppl who acted in it r probably nt ard nw..reminicence...izzit liddat spelt?dun bother checkin the spelling..i sorta loathe myself n my life nw..haiz..i juz dun seem 2 fit in anywhere,anyhw..gt a weird feeling..i spose my predictions came true..the naggin feeling..mayb sum sort of sixth sense?dunno...juz wanna snuggle in my bed n slp..mayb cry..dunno..mayb pms ba..so more emotional lo....sunday watch brother bear oso teared a lil..cuz the ending v touchin..@ least i dat time feel liddat la...nw mayb wach again oso wun cry...mayb will...dunno...nw waiting 4 parents 2 come hm frm thailand..(paiseh ar...last time type wrong le..nt vietnam)..dunno wad they bought..hope they will buy sum shorts 4 me...n t-shirts.....nw a long distance lyk the marathon seperates me n the outside world or sumtink...lyk no communication w/ the outside world...ok...mayb juz a small smoke signal dat no 1 cn c clearly...mayb i wun b saved frm the deep n dark forests till who noes when....sry if dis is confusing..i'm juz putting wad i feel into a senario....i dunno y i lyk 2 do dat....interesting?doubt so...juz nth betta 2 do...sumtimes i realli feel dat i'm a born loner...mayb its my experiences dat has given me dis expression..if until i'm in jc or poly n i'm still unable 2 prove my theory wrong...i'll juz go w/ it..."who noes,wad could happen..."....been changing songs on the blog cuz i juz feel lyk it...still unable 2 upload breakaway onto iwebmusic so haiz...juz hafta wait till sum1 does the kind deed of helpin me...

i cried...because of tinks i couldn stop frm happening...`
[8:33:00 PM]