today woke up @ 11..den went 4 brunch w/ dad n sis..den we went 2 je den 2 bukit batok n den back 2 je again..boliaoz rite?bt we had nth betta 2 do..so walk ard den buy sumtinks la..den on the way 2 je library saw jessica with fengrui...juz say hi lo..den go return bks borrowed w/ sther's n huimin's ezlink...i wonder if they're overdue...if overdue i die...paid quite a large sum 4 my card's fine or else cnt borrow bks..den walk ard...nth betta 2 do again..frm 4+ till 6+...den meet mum n went 2 imm..juz reached hm n bathed n packed bag etc..last nite had dis really weird dream..i'll hav weird dreams dat make absolutely no sense once in a while..dis 1 was particularly horrible...sumtink i wouldn want 2 witness in a few decades..i cnt realli rmb if i cried in reality bt in the dream i did..a lot..luckily i heard frm sumwhere last time dat dreams r the complete opp. frm reality...so i guess it should b alrite..i hope my brain doesn play tricks on me so as 2 gimme these dreams..or nightmares.....still havn cheeredup wadsoever...hope sumtink or sum1 cn help me frm dis...bt i tink dat nth will happen frm my plea...i'm juz so tired..realli wish 2 slp 4 a whole full day or more...i'm also wondering if i'm suffering frm depression...hope nt...a lot of hopes..bt none fufiled.....................

i cried...because of tinks i couldn stop frm happening...`
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