thank you by simple plan rel8s 2 my feelings nw........sigh....is nt dat i wanna feel sad......is dat i c until her i will feel sad lo.........sigh.........sort of lyk regret la.........n dunno y tinks become liddat................bt wad is over is over........i'm nt gonna b any1's "trouble".........nv will b!no way!when i saw her blog i was lyk "dats wad u tink of me?!"..........today ask her wanna take pics she said no........i dunno wad 2 say.......it nt lyk i didn try......juz no response frm the oth side........might as well bang my head on the wall.........at least better.............. so far i am better than i was the past few wks..........i juz feel dat hw come ppl cn b so scornful n sarcastic...........so malicious.......its nt onli 4 me lo.........everytink is falling apart........between so many ppl..................so many stories............so many sides................sumtimes ppl tink i dun c tinks dat happen.........mayb they tink i'm too stupid to c or dun bother........well,i do......."pang guan zhe qing;dang ju zhe mi".........anyway,mr murali say camp de grps out liao.......gt meh......nv c leh.......anyway.......i bet she will not "feel happy" if she is in the same grp as me.......cuz they say dat each claz divide 1-20,20-40.............wadever........its nt lyk i wanted it rite?lyk the claz tink.......did i choose 2 go 2sp?nope.....its juz dat my grades were nt eligible 4 3s n better than expected 4 2s n se........she cn dun "feel happy" dat she's in the same claz as me 4 all she wans......bt dat cnt change anytink....i'm still in the same claz as her.......anyway.....she's still in the same claz as her best fren wad.......nt lyk all nt her fren liddat.........i dunno la......i dun understand her.......n she wun bother explaining 2 me........onli cares abt her oth fren..........probably if i die she will onli say "oh.".lyk she cares.none of her business wad....juz another pesky person out of her sight.

i cried...because of tinks i couldn stop frm happening...`
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