my life sucks.........everytink juz doesn seem right......everytink seems 2 go out of my control........today was another disappointing day......lyk all the previous days..........found out sum1 wanted 2 drop.............dun understand y.......actually i gt a pretty gd idea bt i wun say it here............i'm nt gg 2 care wad she does liao.......its her who doesn wan 2 try ok..........nt me.....i tried.........onli 2 end up w/ even more disappointment............today i had a long chat w/ gl..........felt better aft it.........gt quite a few tinks out bt nt all............anyway,oth than the disappointment my day was pretty ok.........took sum pics w/ yy,gl,sther,hm,yp,siti...........nt bad lo.........at the end of dis entry,i wish 2 repeat dat if she's "afraid dat she will b in the same claz as me again" cuz i will b continuing her "trouble 4 2 more yrs",she cn b assured dat she will nt b troubled cuz by nxt yr,i will nt b wad i am nw.......aft the hols i shld b able 2 gt over it n live my own life instead on relying on ppl who dun even care a shit abt me.its too l8 2 do anytink n even if i wan,it takes 2 hands 2 clap.so there's no point.at all.i guess i cnt evn take a pic w/ her 2 remind me of my sec 2 life nxt tm......

i cried...because of tinks i couldn stop frm happening...`
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