tot i'll juz add 1 more entry today 2 make up 4 the days i didn update my blog...i've been tinkin quite a lot these days...dunno izzit bcuz of pms...wadever...juz feel damn confused..wont say abt wad nw cuz if i put it here,isn it equal to tellin the whole world???or @ least,2 most of my frenz...anyway...i didn tell any1 abt wad i've tot abt lo....dun dare 2...(call me a coward...)..sumtimes...i will juz suddenly feel so sad n alone n...basically,2 sum it all up...sucky...i cn b so weird dat i'll type wad i wanna say into my phone 2 sort out my own feelins...stupid..i noe..bt it helps in a way 2 me cuz i dun hav a diary n even if i had 1,my sis would probably peep @ it...wad i nd is sum1 2 tell...bt if i dunno wad myself is tinkin...hw am i supposed 2 tell ppl???ARGH!!!!!!!feel lyk burstin.......haiz.............sumtimes i feel dat life is so unfair..........headache suddenly...haiz...go 2 slp ba...nitez every1.....tc...

i cried...because of tinks i couldn stop frm happening...`
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